Earlier my mind used to have many incest thoughts i am repenting a lot for it please help me?

I am still a minor and i was exposed to pornography at a very early age soon i starting doing incest chats and i started feeling good about them i even chatted about my mom and many other relatives i used to have fantasy of almost every sexual thing i watched porn for hours and also passed once through a really bad experience which i thought now was God's hint to stop,but i continued it that bad experience happened when i was only looking at porn not doing chats.I shared pictures of my mother with complete strangers who used to talk dirt about her i even talked on phone with them.Now it hurts me too much i don't know how to live a life like this and i am always scared that those guys might have used the photos in an inappropriate way i am an Hindu and in my religion parents are above God i am really ashamed for all this i fear what will happen if anyone ever come to know about it if mom came to know please do something i swore almost infinite times and asked for forgiveness saying that i will never do it again but i was never able to stop myself this went on for around 5 to 6 years even now i sometimes in fact many times chat about my aunt showing her photos to complete strangers i don't how why this all happened why these thoughts occurred even at a child once imagined having sex with my mom i was very small then i had this dream i have had 3 or 4 such dreams please help me guys i even asked God to forgive me last time and take my soul if i do again but it still continued, i fell really bad and ashamed now can i ever be forgiven adn those photos what if they resurfaced some were of a bit nightwear clothes please forgive me